I've missed you so much this past year, I think today about the plans we made for Palisades that never happened. When you were diagnosed, we went to dinner there and I remember sharing with you your fears about the diagnosis. I promised you I would take you back to celebrate getting through all this. But I had this awful feeling in my gut. I miss you, I miss the laughter, the shared moments when we watched "Sex in the City" every Sunday night, and the anticipation of the moment over popcorn, and getting the junk food together while we waited for it to start. I saw the movie that just came out, and it was the only "Sex in the City" I ever saw without you. I sat in the theatre alone wishing you were with me, with the same aniticpation we had before. But I know your in a good place, and that you are watching over all of us and getting to know the heavens so when we arrive you can show us the ropes. I love you and I miss you my friend. Life is simply not as fun without you. And I only wish I had you around me longer, thats the selfish side. Anne Jubie