My Mama, One year ago today I lost you, and my life has never been the same since that day. Even though I want you to be here so bad, I know that you are in a better place and that you are with me everyday in my heart. I know you're happy that I'm doing better in school and it's for me, but it's for you too Mama! I want you to smile down on me forever and I know you will. I wish I could just see you one last time and give you a big fat kiss because you always loved my mushy lips!! :) I know that when I dream about you it is your way of coming to see me, and I appreciate it so much because it's reassuring to see your face and talk to you every now and again. I love you Mama, I miss you with every part of my heart and soul and I will never forget all the memories that you left me with and the love in my heart and sensitivity that you passed down to me. Now as I'm writing this you and my dad's wedding song is playing..and I can't help but end up in tears...I try to hard to be strong and hold it all in, which I know isn't right..but it hurts so bad to know your gone forever..Mama, you are my hero, and everything I would like to be, and I know that I can fly way higher than an eagle, because You my precious and beautiful soul, are the wind beneath my wings.