Mama, I miss you and love you so much. I need you so bad and it hurts me so much that you aren't here to share Jayden with me and that she'll never get to meet you breaks my heart in a million pieces. I am holding my head high for my daughter, but Mom, I need you! It's so hard without you here, I just wish I could pick up the phone and call you. I have your pictures all over the house so can never go too long without seeing your beautiful face, I know we will be together again one day, and I have faith in God that you are truly in a better place than you were here suffering from cancer, I just miss you so much Mom, I love you.