Mama~ I miss you just as much or as more as I ever have. I still can't believe you're really gone. I love you so much Mama I just wish you were here with me to experience life every day, it's so unfair that you aren't able to be here with me, and my family. Jayden always looks at your pictures and kisses you like she sees her mommy doing. Its adorable but it breaks my heart at the same time, because she will never get to truly understand who you really were, but I will do my best to make her understand by carrying on your memory and it goes without saying that this website is not the only time any of us think about you, its every day, every few hours, always Mama, always thinking about you, always missing you, and ALWAYS loving you, and double ALWAYS wishing you were right here by my side. I miss you so much Mom...